April 24, 2025

Loved Clothes Last

When the Rana Plaza collapse occurred on 24 April 2013, I was working at the trainstation, selling coffee and snacks to mostly rushing travellers. I read in shock and sadness about the eight-story Rana Plaza commercial building collapsed due to a structural failure. The search for survivors lasted for 19 days and ended on 13 May 2013, with a confirmed death toll of 1,134. 
In the months after the disaster, I saw people coming out of the trains with big bags full of cheap cloths. The first * Primark in the Netherlands just opened in Eindhoven, and the news of what happened to their clothing makers apparently didn’t stop anyone from shopping. I swore I would never shop at Primark, not even enter, or at any of the known Fast Fashion brands.
I was at that moment in time the most broke I ever was, but I mostly wore secondhand cloths. And still do. It wasn’t until 2016 I got my first custommade batik clothing. A luxury I saved for to buy and let make. Clothing pieces I still own and wear now. 

Mended armpit in my favourite batikdress

But a piece of the same fabric behind it


The batik dress I wear the most, got damaged. And I repaired it to keep on wearing it. I usually save pieces of the batik my cloths are made from. I ask the tailor to keep the cut off. They are useful when repairs are needed as with my favorite dress.
I always mended cloths, at first mostly to alter them or make them fit better. As I started buying more cloths that were pre-loved, I noticed I don’t mind previous mends.  They are actually a plus sometimes, knowing someone enjoyed the outfit before me. 
Since mending is an act of resistance against Fast Fashion and a tool used in the Fashion Revolution as protest. I wanted to share this day my thoughts on mending with examples from the past. These mends bring the wearers closer to us and show how caring for what we wear has been part of our history, and is hopefully part of our future too.



Mended parts in batik TM-616-1




For the talk I gave at UvA I showed how mends can actually help us with provenance research. The mends tell us the clothing piece was worn and not just collected. An important distinction to make when dealing with objects collected in an colonial setting.
So how can we find out more about the provenance of a batik without knowing who made it. Here some details of a batik from the Wereldmuseum collection in Amsterdam, inventory-number TM-616-1. It is designed as a sarong, so a hip cloth, with a kepala on the left, with a motif build up in squares and triangles, and a badan, the largest part, with a bird of paradise repeated on it. When I got to see it in the depot I found several mended parts. Small holes were carefully sown with matching thread. The selvedge, the edges of the batik were damaged and bigger tears were sown up. Clearly the wearer mended these parts so she could keep wearing the sarong.
Sarongs were and are worn as hip cloths. It was usually worn by women together with a kebaya, a kind of blouse. The kebaya developed from the beginning of 19th century from a long length to a shorter one ending at the hip. The outfit was not complete without a pair of slippers, which were often decorated with beads. These slippers would damage the bottom of the sarong, giving the tears we often see repaired on batiks. So this batik was worn. 
The digital database of the museum gives just a small insight in the actual data available, see here the info on this Batik. It will have the date: That can be when it was donated/gifted, acquired, or made. Location, this is often added by a curator or conservator later. When objects were acquired during colonial times, they didn’t really care about the people making it or wearing. It was just another object to display. At the Wereldmuseum they have of most objects still the original inventory-cards. The older ones are handwritten, the newer ones are typed on a typewriter. Through the inventory-cards I could find who donated the batik, which gave me a possible wearer, and through that info a possible location it was from and clearer way of dating the batik.



Mends can tell us also about if the clothing was worn multiple times and was important to maintain, even maybe expensive or precious, so mending was needed to keep on wearing it. This reveals to us something about the wearer. With the research on the white kebaya (link previous post), we got in our hands many kebaya’s of which the wearer was unknown. Not because there wasn’t someone who was living at the right time at the right moment to be the wearer, but because their children were told they never wore such a garment or didn’t tell them anything about it. 
The fact it was often carefully stored, already tells us, it was important enough to keep. It could either be the wearer kept it as a memory of a past time, or as as a keepsake of loved ones. This is often the case with batiks, when researching their provenance in museum collection. They were donated not by the wearers themselves, but by their husband or children.
The white kebaya’s were often still with the actual families, providing us with possible data on the wearer. 

Kebaya of Annie Glaser on display at KB in Den Haag, October 2024
Photo by Koen de Wit


For the exhibition at KB we showed the white kebaya’s together with the wearers stories and a photograph of the wearer, sometimes also in white kebaya. The oldest kebaya we had on display had such wonderful mends. It was the kebaya of Annie Glaser, the grandmother of Isette Min-Buyn.
Annie Glaser was born in Semarang on Java in 1877 and passed away in in 1959 in Doorwerth in the Netherlands. She was a Dutch teacher who befriended Raden Adjeng Kartini and her sisters in 1902. They often met and wrote letters to each other. The kebaya is of a high quality, made of fabric from European decorated with handmade lace possible from Sumatra. The kebaya was kept her granddaughter Isette Min-Buyn and we hope to find a place for it in a collection were the story of the kebaya can be told. 

Small careful mends in the white kebaya of Annie Glaser
Photo by Koen de Wit



To read more:






To take action:

The next Mend In Public Day will be on 26th April 2025!
The idea is simple: get out into your local community and stitch in protest against disposable fashion. Amidst busy Saturday shoppers, we will repair our torn pockets and broken seams and spark conversations on making Loved Clothes Last. Read more here!

Happy Mending!

* The first Primark in the Netherlands was opened in 2008 in Rotterdam


April 19, 2025

Lecturer’s life for me

After picking up my badge for the symposium in Laos

Talk at De Lakenhal in Leiden on 6 April 
about the Leidse Cottonprinting Company (Leidsche Katoenmaatschappij)
Photo by Koen de Wit

Talk at the International Association for the Study of Silk Road Textiles 
(IASSRT) symposium in Laos



Sorry for not updating, I have been sharing stories, but not here on my blog, so time for a much needed update. After returning from my journey abroad en of November 2024, I had right away a depot visit, worked on a private collection and gave a guest lecture at the university in Amsterdam. 
I took time off in January and February to catch up on all the things I didn’t get to finish before I left, but mostly spend it making new plans, writing blogs for Modemuze and preparing for talks. 



Showing batiks from my own collection and brought by the audience on 16 March 
during a talk on Batik influenced by Chinese culture
Photo by Koen de Wit


End of February I gave my first talk of this year, and after that I gave 4 more, all on different topics. It felt like a lecturer’s life for me. I do enjoy sharing stories in the form of a talk. Selecting images for the slideshow, digging in my archive of own made photographs and historical pictures. Thinking on what talk about, what angles to address and with what to conclude. To create a flow in which the audience can go with me, following my train of thought and can have hopefully the same ‘aha’ moments as I had when researching it. 
Apart from selecting images to show, I always try to include actual textiles, books and making tools. Depending on the space, I either show the textiles myself, ask someone to show it around or just pass it along. So people can really get a closer look. I also enjoy dressing up for the gig. Of course in style, either in batik, or kebaya, to make Batik Statements on stage. The suit I let made for my exhibition ‘Masa depan Batik’ opening is a fan favorite. I am always asked by the audience if I can tell something about my outfit, which is so nice. The kebaya my friend Liesna made for me has been wonderful to wear during two talks now on the researchproject ‘Meaning of the white kebaya’. The colorful flower-design modern kebaya gives the right contrast with the herstory of the colonial, yet still relevant white European style kebaya we talk about. 


My talk on the herstory of the white kebaya at KB on 3 October 2024
Photo by Koen de Wit


Dido Michielsen and I looking at the white kebaya exhibition 
we made at KB in Den Haag. 
Photo by Koen de Wit


So what have been sharing in my talks.
Last year I got to give a total of 10 talks. Mostly on my research done on the Dutch influence on Batik, specifically the impact of the imitations, but also to share new research I done with Dido Michielsen on the white kebaya. On 3 October we organized a full day program to explore this clothing piece, that is part of our Dutch colonial history and is still worn in Southeast Asia. 
The reason to start researching was the private collection of Dido Michielsen, in which batiks and kebaya’s have been saved worn by familymembers. But who exactly worn them hasn’t been passed on. We joined forces to research the pieces and hope in this way to unravel their provenance. Of the batiks I knew a lot already, but of kebaya’s  I knew little. The 10 kebaya were all white with a straight bottom edge, mostly decorated with lace. This is here considered European style or even ‘Indisch’ (Indo-European). I started looking for information, reading in books and articled. The same, short narrative of this garment seemed to be repeated everywhere. That this kebaya was to emphasis the wearers position, specifically as a position above everyone else in the former Dutch East Indies, nowadays Indonesia. The garment was also according to most authors better, more expensive and luxuries than what was worn traditionally locally. This Eurocentric point of view was highlighted by the end date of the white kebaya, after the 1920’s no lady was wearing it, certainly not outdoors, only perhaps Indo-Europeans still wore it at home. Europeans frown upon it and in literature, mostly novels, of the time this differences between the upperclass groups is highlighted at every possible moment. Although the ‘Indische romans’, novels on life in the Dutch East indies, were often written by women with roots in the colony, most historical writing on kebaya’s has been done by men. I got curious, is this really the story and meaning of the white kebaya? Could we find out more?
We applied for funding, and got it! A funding by Vfonds specifically for Indo-European and Moluccan intangible heritage projects in the Netherlands. 
The literature we examined gave more  questions than answers, so we came up with a plan to gather more data. With an open call we asked people to share wearers stories with us. We asked if people still had actual white kebaya’s or photographs of wearers and could tell us more about the weaerers.
From this we started to get a sense of the divers background of wearers, but also a clearer timeline. The wearing of the white kebaya did not at inn the 1920’s, it continued into the 1950’s for sure.
We also talked with different experts, both in the Netherlands and in Indonesia and Singapore. From Indonesia we got to most interesting respons, the garment we thought was in the colonial past, was actual currently still being worn, mostly for special occasions and even trendy for weddings. Also the popularity of the white kebaya was more linked to an actual Indonesian wearer, the Javanese women’s rights activist Raden Ajeng Kartini. We spoke with slowfashiondesigner Riri Rengganis on this topic and she recorded a great video for us.


 


Our research was suppose to be shown at the Tong Tong Fair, with an exhibition and program. When they were declared bankrupted, we went looking for a new location since most preparations were done. We had 11 kebaya’s on loan of which we knew the possible wearer and their story. I made a timeline, starting at 1780 and continuing into now, with images, drawing, paintings & photographs from archives and send in after our open call. 
Luckily KB in Den Haag saw potential in our project and offered us space to organise an event, but also a pop-up exhibition. 
To see more, read more here (both posts are in Dutch, but with photos of the exhibition & event):
~ 'De witte kebaya in de KB'
~ Modemuze blog 'De witte Kebaya'


Talk on batik & imitation Batik on 5 October 2024 in Arnhem
Photo by Koen de Wit


Talk in Deventer on 26 February about the cottonprinting company Ankersmit 

Talk at De Lakenhal in Leiden on 6 April 
about the Leidse Cottonprinting Company (Leidsche Katoenmaatschappij)
Photo by Koen de Wit


Next to the kebaya, I have been working on the Dutch imitations, the real Batik Belanda. At the end of 2023 I started working with Textielmuseum Tilburg on a project to disclose one of their oldest museum collections, the Driessen collection. This collection was bought in the 1950’s and consists of textiles, literature on textile, sample- and dye recipe-books, correspondence and more archive material from and collected by the last director of De Leidse Katoenmaatschappij (Cotton printing company Leiden, LKM), Louis Driessen.
Louis André Driessen (1890-1954) run the based in the city center of Leiden cotton printing company until it was declared bankrupt in 1936. Driessen also working as a colorist (specialist in dyeing of fabrics), hold the collection together.
I knew and already worked with this collection, also for the Things That Talk zone I made, so it was great to help out and guide the volunteers who processed the collection. 
Working on this project it made me curious about the lasting impact and the connection with the still very high on demand fast fashion of Batik Print (machine printed textiles with batik motifs). Most focus has been on the influence of Wax Print in West-Africa, but the impact in Southeast Asia has been researched far less. When I saw the call for papers for the upcoming International Association for the Study of Silk Road Textiles (IASSRT), I knew it would be good to send in a proposal on this topic. Since it was held in Laos, it would be a could place to address the other less known markets for the fake batiks. The main focus was of course on Indonesia, at that time under Dutch colonial rule. The products went to Batavia, nowadays Jakarta, to Sumatra, Malaysia and Singapore. But they also went to other places such as Cambodia and Myanmar. The compagnies also adopted and copied other textiles made with techniques like ikat and tie-dye.
To my surprise and delight I got selected. Although nothing was compensated and I had to pay everything in full, I thought it would be good to be there in person, and it truly was! Seeing textile colleagues & friends from all over the world. I combined the symposium with exploring batik, imitations and other textile traditions in Bangkok, Laos and North Vietnam. It really gave me a new perspective and clarity to my journey to Batik, as I shared in my posts while traveling.

Talk at SEA Junction, in Bangkok, Thailand

speaker at the event 'Unravelling Colonial Textiles' on 27 March 
in the Kartini room in Amsterdam

Textiles from the study collection of UvA on display
in the former VOC room, renamed Kartini room

My journey was also noticed back home, resulting in being booked for talks, as a guest lecturer at the university in Amsterdam and for workshops, but also in a great double article in my favorite newspaper De Volkskrant. In the articles journalist Vanessa Oostijen explains my practice in which I use lessons from our colonial past to understand current processes such as Fast Fashion. And the important lessons we should and could learn from craftwomenship.


Articles in the magazine of De Volkskrant, written by Vanessa Oo


It is great to share the stories with an audience and being payed for my time & research. It is not the most sustainable or practical way of keeping my work going, but it is at least keeping me afloat. I really hope I can do more in depth research, got many dreams such as publishing books, making exhibitions, practicing batik making and much more. I am very proud my journey brought me now on stage, but I need to figure out how to survive in the meantime. This is not me complaining, far from it, but keeping it real on this blog, as you know. 

My blog is 16 years old on 21 April... I graduated in 2007, working now 18 years as an artist. I feel my journey to Batik is getting all grown-up. I am exciting for what is coming up this year; like the first journey to Batik you can actually join (more info here), my first Masterclass on making & dyeing Batik together with masterdyer Loret Karman and I am bringing ‘Masa depan Batik’ to the Netherlands!! You heard it here first! In October at Indonesia House in Amsterdam!

So see you and till next blogpost! 

Selamat Hari Kartini & Salam Canting! 



November 30, 2024

On display in Hanoi

Photograph at the Women's Museum in Hanoi

Hmong skirts at the ethnographic museum in Hanoi

Hmong batik display at the ethnographic museum in Hanoi


Before spending the last part of my journey with my family in Ho Chi Minh, I spend an extra day in Hanoi in Vietnam. I also was in Hanoi before heading to Sapa. Spend a full day at the ethnographic museum, Bảo tàng Dân tộc học Việt Nam. The museum is basically like any ethnographic museum in Europe, and when learning later that it was a project financed by the French, it made more that sense. The museum focussed on the non-dominant ethnographic communities. Showing their homes, traditional wear and more. The houses are actually re-build original houses in an outside park around the museum. For me it was a useful introduction to all the different groups living within Vietnam that I also came across in Laos and Thailand and also live in Cambodia. 
What I noticed most in the museum was that all photographs, which show people in their amazing wear, were all about 20+ years old. Same in the Women’s Museum, more about that later in this post. So my question was right away, do these communities still wear it, or is this museum showing a blast from a not too far away past? 


Rebuild Hmong home in 1999 from 1984 at the ethnographic museum in Hanoi

Inside the Hmong house

Display in the ethnographic museum of Hmong textile makers


I know now that indeed most communities adapted to a more modern, or rather fast fashion way of dress. With trying to keep traditions, the strictness of this often leads to younger generations letting go of it completely. There is no room to evolve, modernise the dress. The same happened here in the Netherland, where after the second world war hardly anyone returned to their traditional wear, only the more religious communities did and partly still do. Usually a traditional wear is lost before it is refound by later generations. With my visit to Kilomet 109 I learned from designer Thảo Vũ that young designers, mostly based in cities, do draw inspiration from & collaborate with communities to create new visions. But this doesn’t translate yet to a new practical wear for themselves yet. Thảo Vũ does make her designs also available for the communities she work with. I met her during the pre-trip of the symposium during which she was wearing great Hmong batik pieces from her own brand. Her design process starts with finding out what the traditional wear is, consist of and where it is lacking in for the current use. For example from the Hmong guides in Sapa I understood that in the past cotton was difficult to dry, but with the weather changing the thick hemp is often too hot to wear. With their many skills in textiles; growing the crops, making the thread, weaving the cloth, dyeing, embroidery, batik, patchwork, tailoring etcetra, you would imagine there are tons of ways to change their clothing fitting to the changes in life. But the biggest change is that they mostly produce products for commercial use. Read more about that in my previous posts. With Kilomet 109 Thảo Vũ uses traditional made textiles, mostly natural dyed and creates with them high quality tailored pieces. The silhouettes are a combination of traditional costumes with clever alterations in shape making it classic yet modern. To my happy surprise the sizes are going up to L and the L is how L fits me back home. So got myself a fully handdrawn Hmong batik 3D skirt that I cannot wait to show off!

Store of the brand Kilomet 109 in Hanoi, Vietnam

Batik tools and dyes at Kilomet 109

The campaign image of the 3D Batik skirt by Kilomet 109


Back to the ethnographic museum. Next to the permanent, perhaps a bit dated part of the museum, there is a temporary exhibition ‘Art of Decorative Patterns of the Tai in Nghệ An’ that is open till 17 January 2025.

A collection of 190 textile quilts (nà pha) some nearly a century old. The exhibition, The Art of Decorative Patterns of the Tai in Nghệ An, was organised by the Trúc Lâm Handmade One Member Company. The collection, owned by Trúc Lâm Company, consists of 190 quilts (nà pha), of which 101 quilts (nà pha) was collected in the 1990s from the White Tai (Tày Mường group) in the west of Nghệ An Province. (…) Nà pha is used as a blanket cover, a dowry for the bride as a gift when returning to her husband's house, a robe to keep children warm in the winter and as a decoration for Tết (Lunar New Year). Through sophisticated weaving and embroidery techniques and harmonious colour combinations with natural materials, nà pha represents the aesthetic characteristics of textile products of the Tai in Nghệ An.
19 October 2024

Exhibition ‘Art of Decorative Patterns of the Tai in Nghệ An

Goat motif, 1950

Exhibition ‘Art of Decorative Patterns of the Tai in Nghệ An


The exhibition was beyond stunning and I loved every piece. The blankets are very colourful and have something so comforting in their motifs. They are filled with elephants, tigers, nagas, goats, deer & butterflies. Most pieces are dated between 1940 and 1970. I saw similar pieces in a vintage store in Vientiane in Laos, but didn’t know then what they were. Wonder if they are still actively made ~ and used? In the exhibition also videos are shown with weavers explaining the steps needed from silkworm to woven cloth. It seemed the makers are still out there.

Batik display at the ethnographic museum

Hmong skirt next to Batik sarong from Java


The museum has a separate building for objects from Southeast Asia. The first room on ‘diversity and unity’ showed overlap in textile techniques. Batik was represented with 3 pieces from Java, a Hmong skirt and a Yunnan jacket together with photos and Batik tools from Malaysia. 

Photograph at the Women's Museum in Hanoi

War poster at the Women's Museum

Photographs of crafts including Batik at the Women's Museum in Hanoi


On my return to Hanoi on 19 November, I had some hours to spend before I could check-in. I went to the Vietnamese Women’s Museum. I thought how cool, when I spotted it before from the car, a museum for women. Well technically it is, but it is also really not great nor cool... The first floor is fully on marriage & childbirth, the second floor on “women’s work”, which basically is household stuff, agriculture and crafts. The craft display is the tiniest I have seen and very surprising considering how cliche the rest of the museum is. Luckily the floors on ‘Women in history’ & ‘Women’s fashion’ are better. The history is only covering the wartimes, but it gives an insight in the roles women played. It is interesting to read the stories of these mostly very young resistance fighters and how many spend years and years in prison and died young. Of course this is from one perspective of this history.

Display of traditional wear, with Hmong Hao left and in the center

Detail of printed imitation batik and embroidery on Hmong Hao dress from 2000's

Detail of batik, embroidery and appliqué on Hmong Hao dress from 1950's


The floor on fashion had some great outfits. The information was not much, but seeing traditional wear from 2000’s, next to that of the 1950’s gave some insights on how it changed and is disappearing. On the platform are the newer pieces with in glass display cases older ones. The Hmong dress from the Hao and Den was shown left and right in glass display cases, with in the middle on the platform the most modern one from the Hmong Hao from Lào Cai. The 'modern one' made from machine cotton, still hand embroidered but with machine-printed imitation batik, is what is still being worn now during special occasions. One the left the older version, is a day and night difference in skill, class and beauty. The Hmong Den one on the right is so striking in colour, an ochre brown and Indigo blue on black. The colours come back in the batik, embroidery & appliqué. So stylish, just stunning!

Hmong Den dress from 1950's

Detail of batik and appliqué


Although my visit to Hanoi and Sapa were very short, it was great to learn more on Batik & all the other wonderful textile traditions. Looking forward to continue my conversation with Thảo Vũ, it is always great to meet likeminded creatives and her work with the artisans of different communities is very inspiring. Thanks dear readers for following this journey to Batik! To be continued!

November 23, 2024

The Sapa Blues


My Hmong Batik teacher Ly at ETHOS


My Red Dao embroidery teacher May Lai


My journey continues so fast, I already left Sapa in North Vietnam, so I will write on my experiences there.
I did make a instagrampost on the 8th IASSRT Symposium, Textiles Trails: Legacies of the Silk Roads in Southeast Asia & 9th ASEAN Traditional Textile Symposium. There will be full length papers published about the talks, mine included, so will update on that when it is ready.


After Luang Prabang, it is very interesting and confronting to visit another place that will be (and is) changed by mass tourism & climate change. As in Luang Prabang, with Sapa it is the question what will be first. 

For both the trains together with social media have been putting these places on the map as a must visit paradise. While the train to Sapa is a slow one, the little city is basically only hotels. It looks a bit like a ski resort with the mountains surrounding it. 

This place has been a get-away for over a century. During the French colonial times it was used as a health resort for their soldiers. Read more here ‘The history of Sapa’ . The first hotel opened in 1909. So like many of the processes and events happing in our world, the seeds were all planted in colonial times.* 


View from the bus on the way to Sa Pa City

View nearby ETHOS


Sapa broke my heart to be honest and my body wasn’t feeling good either. A combinations of many things, starting with how the craftswomen are treated here. I was very lucky I was tipped to check out ETHOS for my program here. Among the many many many tours, trekking & workshops offered in Sapa, they are the ones that truly work with and for the communities. 


On my first day, on Thursday 14 November, arriving by night train early in the morning, I tried to figure out how this town worked. It is filled with hotels, which are all called guesthouse, but are just basic hotels, and many restaurants. I visit the Sapa Museum in the center, which has downstairs a large store and upstairs exhibition. It is informative, but you don’t really get an idea about the actual history of this place. 

On the steps toward the museum are women in traditional wear selling products; bags, wallets and other small items decorated in their patterns. Trying the find a pharmacy to buy tape for my ankle, I got helped by two of these street sellers. Yes pushy, but since I was still trying to figure out if these sellers were the actual makers or not, I went along with it. 

One who had her arm locked in mine explained she was a guide, weaver, gave batik lessons and more. I was like sure, sure, but she pulled out her smartphone to proof it. Right there on her instagram it was, all the things she told me. 





So how come if she has all these skills, speaks English very well, she is pushing souvenirs on the street? Bought the tape and headed to the two women ready for me to buy. Paid too much for a hairband, but didn’t really mind, one side is embroidery, one side with (handstamped) batik. “It took me a long time to make”, and honestly I believed her. Ask if I could have a selfie with her, meet Thao, one of the sellers with many other skills in Sapa.


Meet Thao

Briefing at ETHOS by Hoa for the people trekking that day & me


Next morning my day started with a briefing at ETHOS by Hoa, one of the founders. 

What she shared helped connecting so many dots. 

She explained about the sellers, and how to town excludes these communities from actually working within the tourist industry. Most places and tours are run by outsiders. The sellers re-use their own clothing to make souvenirs. They make new clothing yearly and simple cut the old ones up. The items are hours & hours of handwork, from the thread to the final product.

But the town wants to get rid of them, putting signs not to buy from them, even making plans to forbid it. It creates such an imbalance. The reason why tourists came to Sapa are these communities, their beautiful surroundings, way of life and beautiful crafts. But there is no actual space for them within the greed of consumption. 

“We travel but we don’t have to be ignorant” Hoa said to us. “What is happening has a massive impact on local people.”

Apart from the injustice within the tourist industry there also the dark reality of human trafficking. Girls are being sold, a cruel reality of poverty. Similar explanations I heard in Laos. With project and education, organizations like ETHOS work on protecting girls and by actually offering an alternative income with tourism & selling handmade products it can prevent girls from having the same future. 

Choosing how you travel, how you holiday matters! Think before you go, educate yourself and spend your money wisely! It is not difficult. Just go beyond the “what to do | what to see”-lists. You can spend your money only once, make sure it actually goes to the communities you visit & benefits the regions you explore. 


Ly showing me how hemp is turned into thread

Melting the wax, beewax & indigo


After the insightful briefing, I went upstairs for my batik lesson. My teacher for the day was Ly, a 24 year old Hmong woman who has been making batik from the age of 9. Making hemp thread, weaving and embroidery she learned even younger. She started guiding tourists at the age of 15 and worked for ETHOS 8 years now.

She is married and has two daughters. As you could imagine I felt very far removed from her reality, but I was happy to learn from this skilled maker. 

The tool for drawing the wax is a little bit different from the one I tried in Luang Prabang in Laos, but works the same. 

The wax is melted in a small pot on coals that are in a big pot on top of sand. The wax is a mixture of beewax and wax mixed with Indigo, which I believe is the wax that is re-used after boiling it out from the cloth.

Ly first showed me the process of getting threads from hemp. It is impressive how many skills these makers have. All steps, from growing the plants to eventually weaving the cloth to dyeing, decorating & making it into clothing. Months of work, and something less and less people do fully. Either finished cloths are bought from other communities, or replaced by cheaper imitations. The batik making is the least being practiced. Machine printed from abroad or stamped by other communities replace the handdrawn ones in their traditional wear. If batik is being made, it is mostly to sell. The long length cloth that use to be put in the circle skirts are now used to basically make table cloths. 


Marking the design onto the hemp 



I draw my batik, but I lacked patience according to Ly. Something that was said again when I tried embroidery. It is not so much my patient, more a nice way of saying I am not doing it good. But instate of saying when you are doing it right or wrong, you just get told you were more patient at the end. 

The motifs were much smaller than what I tried in Luang Prabang and I had a hard time keeping my wax hot enough to draw a line and thick enough so it will later still be visible. 



Making some lines thicker


I made again what I thought were pumpkin seeds in Laos, but are here mountains. A border of pumpkin seeds in Sapa are what I learn as cucumber seeds. 

In the center I put in the small squares ferns, elephant feed and big chicken eyes. Ly thought my spirals were really good, so at least something got better after trying 3 times!



Cloths dyed with Indigo

Cloths dyes with Indigo hanging to dry


On Saturday I was suppose to go trekking. The main attraction if you google Sapa it seems like. Although I would not consider myself a trekker, it seemed like the only way of hanging out with makers. I found out later this was not really the case.

My guide May Lai and embroidery teacher met me at my hotel from where we took a taxi a little outside of “Sapa city”. From there we basically walked up. It was steep and very hot, and I had a hard time. I wasn’t feeling that great already for some days. All the traveling and especially flying messes with my health. 

On the way up we came across dark black dyes long pieces of cloth hanging to dry. Since it is the dry season, finally, everyone is dyeing their textiles for their new outfits. 

I was pretty excited, but started to feel worse and worse. On a very dusty bit of the walk up, I got sick. Within no-time May Lai called Hoa and within half hour I was picked up by the whole ETHOS family. 

I fel embarrassed and weak, but mostly sad missing out.


My guide & embroidery teacher May Lai

View from May Lai’s home

Luckily with some rest and plenty of water, I felt much better. In the evening I got an message that if I felt up for it, I could still go for the Red Dao embroidery workshop. Only a little walk was needed. 

On my very short hike I noticed that the only other walkers were two tourists and a guide returning from their stay in the village. Everyone else came by on motorbikes. 

So to my surprise & delight, a taxi was waiting for me on Sunday morning. After a drive of about 45 minutes, through pretty bad & steep roads I must say, but amazing views, I saw May Lai. “You are brave for welcoming me again” I said to her. She laughed and said “I hope you feel better”. We walked to her house, her daughter run ahead of us, came down again and up. Reaching May Lai mother’s house, a woman outside yelled something, May Lai translated: “My mother says you look stronger today”. All I was wondering, did she see me yesterday? And at the same time feeling indeed stronger. 



May Lai daughter practicing some stitches with us


May Lai home is looking over rice fields, a big school and mountains in the distance. What a view, from her porch/workshops space. Waterbuffelo’s were eating the left over rice, bigs were grunting happily in the plants around the house. 

With no time to waste, we started with the embroidery, or well May Lai did. 





Where the Hmong use Indigo dyed hemp, batik and embroidery, the Red Dao or Yao use cotton that is dyed with Indigo and a root to get it black and embroidery to decorate it. The red in their name comes from the red headscarf the women wear. 

The embroidery of the Dao is tiny and the patterns are closely related to village life. The cloth worn at the back of their outfit, wrapped over pants, represents a rice field, usually the center pattern represent family and between the rice flowers, babies are added.


May Lai own work


May Lai let me choose a piece of textile. She asked do you want big or small, I only realize now, she meant the way it was woven. So I picked one that was closely woven although not so fine as the cloth they work on themselves. 

“Let’s make the bird, that looks fun.” 

May Lai instructions went as follows: “Three down, two up, one down, no one down, two up, too flat, you make too flat, more up”. I had the first half hour no idea what she was saying to me, since I don’t speak embroidery. I thought she must think I am such an idiot. Finally I understood it was the thread count, working from the back, so the image on the good side is nice and even. Getting one thread kept being a bit impossible, but we got there in the end. In 2,5 hours we got a bird that was basically made 2 times by me and 3 times by May Lai. I felt all kinds of ways, but I also thought, just be a good student. 


May Lai started cooking and told me to relax. Enjoying the view, I soon was called inside. A lovely meal with my new favorite dish, tofu in tomato sauce. 

After lunch, I checked her items for sell. All kinds of small things, like bags for waterbottles, but also the complete outfits. Tried several jackets and went for a (male) one with little bells on the front border, embroidery around the sleeves and an embroidered patch on the back. May Lai said her mother made it. Looking forward wearing it.

All her items are made from old cloths. A full outfit takes about 2 years to make and is worn about 5 years. Every part of it is being reused pretty cleverly in items to sell. She explained they learned themselves to make. In the past the clothing would be sold, but now they make it specifically in things tourists might buy.


After the break, May Lai asked me if I wanted to make a baby. On a, this time more, big woven cloth, we started again. But this time, the three down, one up, three down, made sense. Still my needle was never where it needed to be, but we could laugh a little more. 

I asked how her other guests normally did. Turns out nobody gets far. Two figured on a day is the average, which May Lai finds amusing. She showed the piece she was working on for several months. Working in bright yellow, green, orange together with black and blue, her stitches are super tiny and precise. She told me her mother would say the same: “two down, one up, five down” when she started learning and she totally didn’t understand it. 





Her mother joined us at the porch to make a breaded thread, also used in their clothing. One of the kids had to tention the threads by putting a chopstick with the threads on it in the loops of his pants. 

May Lai made for me a little tree and showed me one more decoration border. Somehow I manage to do it by myself! 





On Monday I headed to ETHOS to pick up my batik and gather my thoughts before traveling back to Hanoi. The batik was dyed with Indigo several times and wax was boiled out. The lines didn’t come out clear, which I think fitting for this part of my journey.

The experience in Sapa was a lot and my romantic idea of connecting with new makers seemed not really realized. It was an introduction to this area. The guides are really welcoming you in their life & world. It might not be personal, but it is real enough. We are just tourists passing through. It reminded me of my first journey to Batik on Java. And how now I have this amazing Batik family there. Who knows how it will grow in this part of the world. 




*want to know more on why the world is in the shape it is, I can highly recommend reading ‘The Nutmeg curse’ by Amitabh Ghosh